During this pandemic has definitely stressed my family life. The idea of being so close a certain amount of time has driven us all to the brink. I think after so many years, I shouldn’t be screaming the dark anymore. Every hard truth within my family had come crushing down like a hard pill to swallow. The parents and their painful disdain for each other’s presence, my brother and the oh so many problems that have stemmed from his ways. I often wonder what life would’ve been like if my oldest brother was still with us today.